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July 28, 2010

There are times in life when you are filled with guilt…you try to console yourself, to reason out with yourself that there is nothing wrong with you instead things were bound to happen this way. Still the very next moment you are unconsolable, you keep cursing yourself, everything seems to be dark. There is no escaping route from the reality. You seriously doubt your capabilities in life. If not everyone, many of us have gone through these feelings sometimes or other in our lives. And I am surely not the exception in the long list. But the thing is that everytime we fall, we have to stand up again and fight, that is life is all about. We can not be there lying in the world of gloom for forever. In one of such moments something gloomy came out of my may be naive and amateur, which I am indeed…but that is what blog is about….

“The Guilt”

The heart is in tatters

it shatters

you feel like crying

you try to remember how is it like smiling

inundated with questions

starving for answers

want to speak it out all

deprived of words those all and people as well

perceptions become hazzy enough

reality is no more real, its crazy enough

fate seems to be my only adversary

‘ve inured myself to all its treachery

want to be Lazarus

yet none is there a Jesus

the GUILT is like that,

the extreme GUILT is like that.


4 Comments leave one →
  1. July 28, 2010 12:33 PM

    Shake it off, but be aware to be ambushed around the corner by the same thing… thanks.

  2. July 28, 2010 4:45 PM

    No comments as I still struggle with guilt feeling. Guilt feeling does not make things or events right. Yet, it is necessary to overcome guilt and start fresh….

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